HaEiRuL's oNe & oNLy OFFICIAL wEbSiTe

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Walaupun langkah tak bertemu,

tangan tak berjabat, ucapan tak terdengar,

mata tak bertentang, mohon maaf atas segala kesilapan

kerana ada seketikanya, mata silap memandang,

telingga salah mendengar, lidah terlanjur

berkata-kata & hati tersalah menduga.

Haeirul disini ingin menyusun sepuluh jari,

memohon ampun dan maaf jika atas kesalahan

atau terkasar bahasa yang sengaja atau tak sengaja.

Salah dan silap yang pernah menyinggung perasaan.

Semoga Raya tahun ini lebih bermakna untuk semua.

Haeirul Left His Footprints At
8:09 AM

Hey there! I'm back again after been missing for almost a month.

Been away for quite sometimes for school purposes. Not been that

good lately in school as well. Some teachers are just trying to be nasty.

I know what happened last summer was partly my mistake but I've

already acknowledged everything. But nevermind, just forget it.

Anyway, today's the 19th days we're fasting as a muslim.

I have to admit, as a muslim, I've not been doing my stuff that well

but I'm trying to improve myself as days passes by.. So 11 more days

towards Hari Raya. I'm so enthuastic for it by the way. I've actually bought

two new baju kurung - blue torquoise and also golden brownish.

Siap dengan kain sampin and brooch agy uh! hehehehehex..

And there's one thing which is actually bothering me real bad.

I don't know if I should blog bout this. But please do not

laugh over it. Seriously, control yourself when reading this.

I'm actually bleeding and it's coming out from "that thing" below!

What the hell? What was I actually having or suffering of?

Peeps have been asking me to go for consultation but I don't

really have the courage yet coz the other time, the outcome was flat

nothing. And one thing, am I at the worst point of my life?

Okla, I gotta serve my facebook.. till we meet again aite.

Take care all.. bye..

Haeirul Left His Footprints At
10:01 AM

Anyway, Im still in school. Trying to finish up my project on time.

Upon of that, I'm trying to build my self-esteem up and make myself

as happy as possible though sometimes I admit feeling alittle low.

Above are all my pioneer photoshoot takes. You will not always get

to see this exclusive pictures of mine. But seriously, those smiles in

the pictures are all fake and doesn't reflect my actual feeling right now!

Anyway the other day, I was going through my old bunch of files

at home, and I came across my old Malay Compo. Gosh! I seriously miss

writing those compositions. How I wished I could still do it at this age now.

I'll update with my compos in my next update.

Haeirul Left His Footprints At
2:20 PM

It has been two weeks since I last updated my blog. Basically, Im

overdued with alot of things. And it simply makes me tired and

sick which in return, make me not in the mood to blog. But how much

longer must I just stick in this way, I have to get up one day and yes,

Today is the right day for me to stand on my two feets, I guess. But, I

might just fall back if a strong wind blows upon me coz Im not that

steady yet though. I could only plead and pray hard for the best!

I ~~appreciated~~ regretted that part like seriously!

Anyway, how fellow muslims? Doing great? Today is the 2nd day of

Ramadhan which is a Fasting Month known by most people especially

amongst those none muslims.Thank God! I still managed to control

myself and endure myself for the first two days to complete both days

course of fasting. And I still have 28 more days to go . . I hope I don't

have to go through any difficulties during my upcoming 28 days of Fasting.

This year, I'm planning to make full use of the one month course, you know

what I mean. I don't have to tell you publicly, but if you still confuse,

just ask me through my msn. And I'll tell you what is it.. hehehehex..

Anyway, I had Mee Rebus today. Upon that, there's Pratas as well but I

took a piece only. Didn't to spoil my diet. hehehex.. My neighbour send a

bowl of noodles soup. I didn't even savour it coz I was already half full

myself. And a desert at the end of it. Im not sure what's that called. Ouh

ya, Dates as the starter for my meal. hehehex! Yesterday, I had Mee Goreng

only but it was nice though.. why? coz.. I help my dad do the cooking as well..

Anw, I better be off now.. Gotta go! Catch up with you guys some other time.

And I hope during this month of fasting, I could somehow change myself,

to be more sensitive to people and understand people, just to avoid

misunderstandings. And I hope that person can also do the same thing too..

Like I always say, You're a nice person but You have to control your anger.

& if you're reading, keep smiling non-stop ! :) Ingat jgn tak ingat..

Klau tk ingat, abis confirm plus chop kene Smackdown punye... :]

Everything that I said to you are all true & sincere though

you see me smiling while saying those words. Trust me!

Haeirul Left His Footprints At
9:23 PM

After a few weeks missing, atlast the STAR is back.. Basically, I've been

quite busy for this past few weeks.. plus plus I've just finished some big

project with peeps.. It seems that someone else was supposed to be

incharge but did nothing and ended up us doing it.. Is it fair?

Anyway, life has been really tough and difficult lately. Things are just

not the same anymore. Seriously, it hurts to accept but we have to. It's

painful that it leads to this way but we have to endure it. I mean when a

trust is given and you misused it, you are not appreciating every single thing

given to you. It's just the same as you got a love letter but you threw it

away into the drain. So what do you expect next? Get a new draft of the

same thing? I don't think so. You have just wasted the good essence in it &

to hurt someone's feeling is one thing. You're serious so much different now

my fren and above that, using force was not the way to cure things. You're serious wrong. Same thing right here, one wrong move and you'll lose the precious things that you have once own. Our companion and trust!

Many people will walk in and out of your lives, but only true Friends

leave footprints in your heart.

Friends? What actually are they for?

Friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. Friend is

someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. Friend is someone

who fills our lives with beauty, joy and grace. But on my side, some people

around me are just not like that. They are so much different. I'm seriously

disappointed. Most were two sided face people. I mean y'all aren't that way

last time. Im so far behind, left out not knowing y'all anymore. The

frequency is so much different. I'm so called not in the same radio

station anymore. It seems that most of the thing that we gonna talk

if we had to, will never be on the same path anymore. Framing someone

was never your attitude. To boycott someone or harrass someone was never

your appetite. But now, what actually happen..no one knows except y'all..

Hypocrite, isn't it? When a guy tried to do some good deeds &

you cornered him, warned him & threatened him not to do this, not to

do that? Who are you now? For your info, you should be the one warning

yourself for not performing anything yet. You have not done anything till

now. Do you still have those guts to warn that guy in such a way?

I dunno. Serious me as a friend, such a disappointment!

A loving heart is the truest wisdom

Haeirul Left His Footprints At
2:14 PM

Nothing much today. Just a pure solid boring day.

Both parents & brother went on a day-trip to Johore. Mom did

asked me if I wish to tag along but I told her, I was too tired.

Yeah right! The whole day, I was watching DVDs straight.

Woke up exactly at 12noon, after someone called me.

Thanks ehk.. Next time do again. That someone called me & after

a few minutes of talking, that someone said, I wasted that someone's

prepaid. How dare u?! hahahaha.. Plus plus that someone's lame jokes.

Annoying. But fun to talk with lah.. Ehk, atleast I did give compliments

for u k. So, don't ever say I didn't. hahahaha.. You know who you are.

Anyway tomorrow, school's back after two days of weekends.

But for me, a day off only la coz I did went out on saturday. hehehex

So, here I am mugging & bugging for more holidays.

Exam's driving near as well. I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE! :D

So currently, I'm watching LoveIsCinta. Gosh! Very touching story-line.

Why do people keep it to themselves yeah? Me too. I'm not sure either.

It's has been my favourite movie ever since I was only 17 when this

movie was released.. I remember those times when I tried to control

someone not cry when watching this but in the end, it ends up me crying

as well. hehehex.. "It" can be fun & exciting if they can appreciate it.

" Walaupun waktu berubah, walaupun situasi datang silih-berganti,

cinta sejati tidak akan pernah mengenal kata mati " ~ I'm so gonna lost myself in a pool

filled with lots of love if this were to really happen. awwwwwww.. damn sweet! :]

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4:03 PM